Forty-seven memories about growing up, desire, mistakes, and the quiet moments that shape who we become. Join the Club Epilogue — Forty-Seven Ways I Learned to Be a Woman Way 1 — I Was Wet Before I Touched Myself Way 2 — The Towel Slipped Way 3 — The Campfire Kiss Way 4 — I Let Him Watch Way 5 — Two Stops Too Far Way 6 — The Second Time Way 7 — Jonas. He Ran Way 8 — Jonas. My Bed, My Rules Way 9 — Jonas. Shhh Way 10 — Jonas. Show Me First Way 11 — Jonas. Fucking and Crying Way 12 — Warm Floor, Cold Beer Way 13 — Wrinkled Shirt, Clear Eyes Way 14 — Two Beds, One Laugh Way 15 — Kyle. You Can Sleep in My Sweater Way 16 — Between the Frames Way 17 — Mateo. His Back Against the Wall Way 18 — Mateo. The One I Chose Way 19 — Mateo. How You Touch a Girl Way 20 — Mateo. Something Else Way 21 — Kyle. Mateo. Out the Side Door Way 22 — This Time It’s Mine Way 23 — Two Rooms, One Bed Way 24 — Plus One Way 25 — Barefoot Interlude Way 26 — The Shared Night Way 27 — Adrien. Champagne and Glances Way 28 — Wrong Key, Right Door Way 29 — Adrien. The Repeat Offender Way 30 — Adrien. Digital Traces Way 31 — Kyle. The Two-Day Glance Way 32 — Kyle. Afterglow Way 33 — Kyle. Adrien. Terms & Conditions Way 34 — Kyle? Adrien. No Longer Waiting Way 35 — Kyle. A City of Ghosts Way 36 — Adrien. The Art of Walking Away Way 37 — Unread Way 38 — Ronan. Third Floor, South Light Way 39 — Ronan. Learning Curves Way 40 — Ronan. All the Lights Off Way 41 — Ronan. Rewrite Way 42 — Ronan. The Blueprint Way 43 — Ronan. Terminal Way 44 — In Poses Way 45 — Kyle. Echoes in the Gallery Way 46 — Kyle. Ronan. A Different Kind of Yes Way 47 — The Last Confession