He texted the next day. Not immediately – not the anxious morning-after text of someone who needs reassurance that the thing was real. It was early afternoon, casual in the way of someone who had thought of something to say and said it. “I looked up that photographer you mentioned. You were right.” I had…
I met Jamie on a Wednesday. This is a detail I find faintly amusing – Wednesday being the least glamorous day of the week, the day with no particular associations, the day that exists purely to be gotten through rather than arrived at. Nothing that matters is supposed to happen on a Wednesday. It is…
I have known Tasha since we were seventeen. That’s seven years of friendship, which sounds like a significant thing – and it was, genuinely, in the ways that early friendships are significant: formative, identity-shaping, the kind of relationship that becomes part of the architecture of who you are before you’re old enough to choose your…
I want to tell you something about the way women compete. It doesn’t look like competition. That’s the first thing. It looks like friendship – the arm around the shoulder, the shared laugh, the oh my god you have to meet my best friend said to someone who was already interested in you before your…
Daniel was the first real one. I want to make that distinction carefully because it matters: the boys before Daniel were practice in the way that all early things are practice – meaningful in their moment, formative in their quiet way, but not yet the real thing. Daniel was the real thing. Not because the…
My house wasn’t violent. I want to say that clearly because I know how these stories are supposed to go – the dramatic origin, the obvious wound, the single terrible event that explains everything cleanly. That’s not what I have. What I have is quieter and less legible and, I think, more honest about the…
My name is Kate and I am a red flag. Not metaphorically. Not kind of or in certain situations or when I’m stressed. I mean the actual thing – the behavior that your friends describe when they’re trying to talk you out of someone, the pattern that shows up in the third month when the…
You’re going to want to feel sorry for me. Don’t. I know that’s an unusual way to begin. Most confessional stories ease you in – a little vulnerability up front, just enough to make you lean forward, just enough to establish that the person telling the story has feelings and therefore deserves your sympathy before…
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